I'm so sorry little Peanut,
Alexandra my last message to you was thanking you for bringing me another little peanut. Seems I can't hold on to this one either. I'm so sorry I have failed yet again. How could I not know about you being all tangled up and not being able to bring you into this world safely - that's my job as your Mommy & I failed. Now you bless me with another peanut and I can't even hold on to this one for 6 weeks. Alexandra please find it in your heart to forgive me and know that I would have done anything to save you.
I love you and miss you terribly.
Love, Mommy xoxox