Friday, April 11, 2008

Sorry Peanut

I'm so sorry little Peanut,
Alexandra my last message to you was thanking you for bringing me another little peanut. Seems I can't hold on to this one either. I'm so sorry I have failed yet again. How could I not know about you being all tangled up and not being able to bring you into this world safely - that's my job as your Mommy & I failed. Now you bless me with another peanut and I can't even hold on to this one for 6 weeks. Alexandra please find it in your heart to forgive me and know that I would have done anything to save you.
I love you and miss you terribly.
Love, Mommy xoxox


angelmom228 said...

Please don't blame yourself sweetie, you did nothing wrong. Things are out of our control sometimes. Just know that Alexandra and peanut are dancing with angels. I'm so sorry there are just no words to make it better. I'm praying for you sweetie and sending you lots of cyber hugs.


I am so sorry. I have no words of comfort to offer you...just tears.