Little Peanut?!?!

Alexandra,
I have been crying so much lately and even as I sit here now and type it is through tears.
I was wondering why you haven't been to visit me in my dreams and I haven't had a sign from you in awhile - I miss you soooo much!! So now I think it is because you were finding us our next little peanut! How wonderful! I know that is is still really early days, but I know it is a blessing. Thank you so much.
You will always be my little angel, my daughter, my peanut. Nothing will ever make me love you less, not think about you as much or fill the little baby girl sized hole in my heart.
Please watch over us and stay close my love.
I love & miss you every day!
Mommy! xoxoxo